Fading

Siddhartha goes away from Govinda and Buddha. He must keep his path. Siddhartha will embark a new stage in his life. He wants to form himself.
..."he had also left his former life behind him in the grove."
Siddhartha seeking for Brahman, Atman, never thought about himself. He runed from him. Siddhartha started to realize that he must be good, he started teaching and finding his own. He, who was lost, knew he was alone now. His shadow, his companion left him by choosing what he wanted, it's now Siddhartha's turn.
Will Siddhartha find himself?
On who or what will he believe in?
will he find another companion along his new path? Or is it a forever life?